funny how

i write private things in public spaces hoping the message will get across. like saying i miss you, making promises and who knows what else. but i really shouldn't live in the world of "read my mind" or "read my blog" when i can speak. i do possess all that's necessary to produce sound and articulate.

but i must say that it is better now, now that i have "permission" to say stuff like "hi justin. i don't like being apart" and "hey justin, i promise not to be too melodramatic." hehe

us is good.

surprise

it's sort of like getting embarrassed...it hardly ever happens but when it does it's a good one.

a couple days ago Justin walked through the door with these--no occasion, no wrong done, just a gift that reminds me that he's so good for me and that this is good...

quick sick

no warning...usually i get warning.
aches
sore throat
coughs
sneezes

but this one was quick.
i just wish it would leave as it came.

thanks joni

thanks man?

as i sauntered home, critiquing the song just sung and remembering my desire to keep raising the bar for myself, i started talking to God and the words "thanks man" came to mind.

but just as quickly came the thought, "what?! God's not one of my boys!"

my justin blogged the other day (or week, or whatever) about being casual with God. his words came to mind as my steps toward home continued. yes, i too prefer the formal. "thanks man" is far from satisfactory verbiage. in fact, the more i think about it the more i realize that no form of "thank you" will ever be satisfactory--how can it when i speak to God, Creator, Supreme Father, Sustainer...?

bah humbug! i won't get too fussy about words or i'll go mad...but i will rethink how i approach God, i will.

...

this could be funny...

my boyfriend picked me up from class
lovely

we drove to the grocery store and bought Edy's 100% fruit bars
yummy

i began to eat a lime fruit bar...

ouch!

ouch? yes! somehow as my taste buds began to dance with enjoyment, this wonderful lime flavoured desert cut my lip. cut your lip? yes! it cut my lip! so my lime enjoyment soon became a mixture of lime and...

yeah, so like i said...this could be funny...